Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Ramadan The Holy month

It has been 8 days since holy month of Ramadan has started, I am so astnoished by the spirit in the air, the holiness..its marvelous feelings…

I just came back from Fajer prayer (morning prayer around 5:30 am) it’s the time when God divide wealth and grace upon his creatures, so I believe that who really wants to be guided by God and be blessed to be awake at that time and pray. Thnx be to my Lord ALLAH, I feel closer to Allah I feel that I can reach him like no ever, my trust in him has increased, my love to him became more than anything in this world.


Along with my studies about religion and practices, till now I found out that Islam is the religion of instinct, we were born Muslims, I too believe that Judaism has some facts and we share beliefs that I feel good reading and studying about them more than Christianity, I don’t know why, but that what I feel.


University is not a good place to go while you are fasting@_@ seriously it’s a disaster, especially that the weather is not helping too and the girls are like 24/7 angry and HUNGRY lol…

Poor me I got responsibilities more than anyone I know, I got a club that I must take care of, I got endless home works, projects and readings. God I don’t know how am I going to pass global studies exam, man it sux big time, I have no clue what is going on or what is going to come on the midterm. However, I am trying to be optimistic and believe in myself that I will be able to sit and read and study J inshalla.

Hmmm…. These days I got such a bad stomach, I hardly can eat, then I easily puke.. I don’t know what is the matter with me. I hate food, it always make me feel sick..

Today I don’t have any class at university, but I have to go to complete some Environmental studies project with one of my friends, hmmm its almost 6:34 am I was so delighted to read some mails today, there are still good people in the world yet..

One last concern, MY MOTHER, ohhhh I love her but she’s been a bit tough on me lately, in Ramadan people usually spent after breaking their fast time in more fun things or going out. However, I’ve been willing to attend some lectures and guess what? She doesn’t like it, she think its better to stay home instead of roaming outside at night!! God I am just attending Islamic lectures, she would allow me to go shopping but not lectures, anyway I pray to god that when sheikh Hamza Yusuf come to UAE I can go to attend the lectures, inshalla..pray for me too J


Hmmmm..got some bad ewoooooh pains in my tummy…I guess I better leave now….

Ps: to all who wish to be with the prophet Mohamed (P.B.U.H) watch Amr Khaled at 1:00 am at night, IQRA channel or at 4:45 PM its amazing mashalla….

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