Wednesday, December 21, 2005

@@TOO much @@

I am a little girl..
I deserve to have fun...
laugh..
jump..dance..fly
** I did something that embarrassed me ^_^ lol I am still embarrassed I don’t wanna see the person e7em.. but I am going to seeeeeeeeeeee`em in uni waaaa2... it is so embarrassing...
gosh I truly don’t wanna talk about it..

hmmm...
My parents went fishing ... along with my broz n sisz..
waiting for my dear elder sis Ammamy, we'r gonna spend the night together... watching movie (I chose IT lol my turn this weekend.. its called Divine Intervention) in Arabic its يد إلهية.. it is a Palestinian movie..
Recently ..well since long time.. My heart is always with Palestine.. I dunno ..I never met any Palestinian.. but I am so $into$ Palestine issue. It is in my Blood.. I weep for it.. I wear their koofia I <3 Palestine..

after watching the movie..we'll be blabbing toooooooooooo much..
check the new interior books i got today...
then ballaaaaab 2...
then we are goin to join my parents for dinner in their yachts...

yipppieee....

u KNOW in the first time in my life I sleep over 10 hours at least since I was 10 lol...

yesterday I slept at 5:15 pm n guess what time did I got up!!!!!

At 5:50 am lol I thought that i slept only for 20 minz
I WAS totally confused..
n about to burst in tears...
I thought that I lost my memory or something ..walla
I start touchin my @#$%@ I don’t sleep with it hheheh..(Guess lol) but I discovered that i was wearing it..GOSH so it should be that I slept while I was doing something.. LOL I was reading.. I found my book crumbled under me..

n now..I am sleeeep again.. (I am scared to sleeeep walla)
I don’t wanna sleeep for too long..
I feel like I missed the whole day ...

I got 3 red bulls ...gonna drink them annually...


..hmmm

got much to balaaaab about ...got no time..
better continue reading my $heart$ book...

Catch u later...ya'lll

Monday, December 19, 2005

Multi-tasking

I am a women*hearts* …which makes multi-tasking an easier job for me...*hehe*
lol I can multi tasks... hehhe…it is a blessing .. I guess **think think*

so wanna know what are my tasks???
lol
here we go:

Task #1
I am abusing my laptop ..Continuous checking http://www.islamonline.net/livedialogue/english/Browse.asp?hGuestid=8zhpWN&hSession=RecentWhich is a live dialogue about “Islamic education” interesting topic to me I believe..

Task # 2
I am Abusing RED BULL + GALAXY PLAIN + PRINGLES HOT& SPICY = good work

lol what is the GOOD WORK ?

Task # 3
Lol I am doing all that cuz I suppose to read 21 + 23 = 44 pages to answer 10 multiple questions (pray for me) *glowing eyes*

Task # 4
Start my research paper which is about patriarchy in the society actually my paper called “who fashions women’s lives? Which is so true!! I wanna know.. to know i should be reading almost well skim reading for 5 books.. 3 articles... and check 3 webbies ... hffffttttt...

ITS OK ... I am being optimistic... These kind of rushing and hard working efforts teach me a lot..I don’t put myself under the pressure of getting just an A its about learning and fulfilling my questions & widening my knowledge..

WHEN things go ehem WORSE $#!&^.. I stand up and take a deeeeeeeep breath... Say bismellah... + a PRAYER n move on... somtimes A HUG do or a tear+ shoulder+ tissue papers..

ehhemmm that’s all I better get started with my reading first.. I wanna finish before 4 so I can rest for half an hour and start working on my research paper I wanna write at least 3 pages TODAY !!!! That’s for now..

Catch you later when things are bit calmer (I doubt it but lets make our hopes higher this time lol)


chaaaaaaaaawwwooooooZ

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

winter + missing n longing

Winter came at last, I am wearing my oversize sweater, with Mickey mouse on it. I love it so badly, my sister got it for me from Disney land and I wore it in euro diesny hehehe.. sweeeeeeeet days…
However, I couldn’t resist it .. it is so comfy n warm, it is like being hugged 24 hours…
Hmmm today isn’t one of the best days in my life, I have sore throat , got my pewiod lol.. n feeling dizzy n sick…


pitty on me.. poor moi...

I am missing many people in my life.. my sisters … my old friends… today while walking in the university I was going to burst in tears…I am missing so many special people in my life…

Still!! I got a treat.. yummy .. some old friend..well I don’t know if I can call it friendship it wasn’t so much talking between us, but respect and affection, however, a glance without talking from both sides.. made me want to do many things one of them huggin *man I am crazy about hugs lol* the other shouting and screamin.. lol am being a bit aggressive lately…
Anyway that was my treat for today.. I am glad to see someone I dint see for long time…

Missing my teacher he left for a week.. Goodness he is coming back .. I am glad to meet him again n share some ideas and theories with him.. he is a really a worth knowing and spending time with as a person.. mashalla.. got the knowledge from everywhere…

Anyways.. getting a bit late..need to zooo zeeee zeeee… big day tomorrow inshalla I hope to feel way better than today..

Good night kissessss to the one who dessreves umwaaaaah…
Nightttty
^_^