G stands 4 = Guilty !

Guilty like no ever!!!!


GOD stop looking at me like that!! I am thoo thorrrrY

Look look, you dont know how my life gets jammed first thing in the morning, then gets worse by afternoon n hell worse at night

Yet I was like trying to convince myself that I can blog at morning before everything! And guess what? I havent been able to bring myself to blog first thing in the morning for two good reasons:

1. From the minute I wake up & literally jump out of my bed I find me self running around my room like a headless chicken going to war in some cases. Other than that, I jump off my bed straightly to my laptop to finish the papers that are due at 8:00 –its hell seriously-

2. By the time I make it back home in the evening, my head feels so swollen with noise, voices, & conversations I heard through out the day. I drag my feet to my room; I take one of the ever-fastest showers, and just BE.{Sometimes I even get off the shower to write an idea or a solution for something that was bothering me all day long} I know I start getting koo koo’z in my head…I know ..u don’t have to worry!!!

so, you see.. this is *noOO* good -- BCuz the busier I get, the more I NEED to blog, ..& although I normally have many ideas and cool stuff to share

yet I tend to collapse before I can reach my laptop at the end of night… Yesterday I slept on a sofa in the living room, n woke up with a terrible neck pain >_ <

look at me now….

I'm staring at my screen, both hands busy typing, & y'know what? I can't do it properly I feel bad..n guilty… n bit sleepy ..hhehe...

The fact is I'm leaning against my bed's cushions, & I’m suffering the net..in my all time comfy Pjayyzzz, my head bit spinning..cuz I spent lot of time in da hospital today my nephew got some infection in his toes… so hmmm wanna share lot but there is no time…its already 12:45 I usually sleeps before 12 -_- So from now on…
I wish to be able to blog..if not..i haffta force myself n sit n blog…even if I was in a class>>yeeeeeeeas that’s cool

LOOK DOWN..

THATS ME ..CHILLIN....LOL

I luoooooooofed the pic...its adorable....

I wish if I am free like her...nothing to do..expect chillin n smoookin..+ wearing colowful clothes.yummy hehhehe

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerzzzzzzzzzz

Oopps..Im thoo thorry!!!

Guilty like no ever!!!!

GOD… stop looking at me like that!! I am thoo thorrrry…


Look look, you don’t know how my life gets jammed first thing in the morning, then gets worse by afternoon n hell worse at night…
Yet I was like trying to convince myself that I can blog at morning before everything! And guess what? I haven't been able to bring myself to blog first thing in the morning for two good reasons:

1. from the minute I wake up & literally jump out of my bed I find me self running around my room like a headless chicken going to war in some cases. Other than that, I jump off my bed straightly to my laptop to finish the papers that are due at 8:00 –its hell seriously-
2. By the time I make it back home in the evening, my head feels so swollen with noise, voices, & conversations I heard through out the day. I drag my feet to my room; I take one of the ever-fastest showers, and just BE.{Sometimes I even get off the shower to write an idea or a solution for something that was bothering me all day long} I know I start getting koo koo’z in my head…I know ..u don’t have to worry!!!

so, you see.. this is *not* good -- BCuz the busier I get, the more I NEED to blog, ..& although I normally have many ideas and cool stuff to share…yet I tend to collapse before I can reach my laptop at the end of night…

Yesterday I slept on a sofa in the living room, n woke up with a terrible neck pain >_

look at me now….

I'm staring at my screen, both hands busy typing, & y'know what? I can't do it properly I feel bad..n guilty… n bit sleepy ..hhehe...

The fact is I'm leaning against my bed's cushions, & I’m suffering the net..in my all time comfy Pjayyzzz, my head bit spinning..cuz I spent lot of time in da hospital today my nephew got some infection in his toes… so hmmm wanna share lot but there is no time…its already 12:45 I usually sleeps before 12 -_-

So from now on…

I wish to be able to blog..if not..i haffta force myself n sit n blog…even if I was in a class>>yeeeeeeeas that’s cool

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerzzzzzzzzzz

Good afternoon to ME, :) then to you :0) then to my all time precious friend Soundless Heart, thanx for being always there checking my updates and worrying about me :)

We had a holiday yesterday, a day off (cool right!) well i had a splendid time with my sis`z .. been talking about Many Many Many things, girlie stuff, serious stuff and more..

However, at around 11:00 they all decided to leave, I was already Exahusted..tehehe
so everybody start packing their things, babies bags, bottles, sandalas, toys, game boys, psp, it was a chaos thank god my mama went to sleep a bit early otherwise she would get mad...

everybody left, and me and my lil nices start waving babayaaz to all of them.. the last sis left around 11:40, then we enetered our house again, My cell phone was switched off the whole day..lol i dint know that till i heared our house phone riniging!!

me: Allo, ESALAM ALIKOM!
her: God i am calling you from morning!
me: hey you scared me, god, how you were calling me and i dint hear my phone ringing?
Her: where is your phone
(i checked my pocket and guess waht!!! there was no any cell phone theheh)
me: oooH sorry i dont know where is it...sorry hehehe
her: yaw monkey face, listen i just wanted to say hi then I am stuck with the game you gave me!
me: which game?
her: your nephew Mo gave me moneky Island and said thats from you!!
me: (my mouth open wide) what!!! i gave him to give it to Shathooh not you heheheheheee
her: Heeeeyyyyyy I am gonna kill him
me: (laughing my lungs out) wait wait..heheheh you can still play it she dint ask me again!!
her: No i dont wanna play it anymore..I hate you

(then i start hearing teeeet teeeet , she hung up)

God shes so sensititve..lol anyway i dont have much time to spend it with psychotic cuzin lol
i went to my room, was about to lock it...

them: KNOckin knocking more n more
me: God who is it!!!!
them: its ussss
(my lil tiny winy niecies i 4got all about them)
Hessa: Ammo (auntie) we want to sleepover today in ur room
me: ( GOD) ok FINE
I OPEN the door, they eneter and start jumping over my royal bed...
Me:hey girls dont start form now, you better be good or i'll sent you home!
hesa + ammamy: thorrry, wer gonna be good girls pwwweeeez let uth thleep with you (fake angelic face huh)
me: okkk, ask the maid to go get you pjeez till i talk to your mama..
ammamy: ok...( then she start shouting calling the maid)

They dint want to sleep untill i tell them a story, so i start blabbing a story i've never heared before it was way interesitng and cool till in the middle i was dizzy and tiered n forgot the names.

hessa: what her name?
me: huh ..ummm Hamda??!!!
hessa: ook

i am so sure that her name wasnt hamda i made it up lol

However, it was one of the nicest nights. Ammamy is younger that hessa, she slept on my chest i was playing with her silky hair, it was so amazing to feel love from little ones...how sweet, and hessa was sleeping on my hip, i was cuddling her black curly hair a bit like mine heheheh, but mine is redish brown... however, i promised them to bake cup cakes n cookies and have a tea party... n now its four i better go and bake...

will try to take some snap shots...

thats for now..n i was in a bit hurry wait for my new update..gonna talk about something NICE hehehehehe