Mother Teresa & My inner voice speaking at last
Listening: Shabd theme song it ROXX
Munching: nothing -im hungry-
craving: to fulfill my tasks in this world
Munching: nothing -im hungry-
craving: to fulfill my tasks in this world
DO IT ANYWAY
Dedicated to Soundless Heart my ever best person in whole life I (heart) You
People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered; Forgive them anyway.
People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered; Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives; Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway.
Mother Teresa
A new day for me filled with new feelings, new experience. God you are so good to me, you love me, and you care about me. The thing is I had always had a special relationship with Allah since a child. I used to pray for long time merely for everything, I am so loving it but as I grew I felt that the relationship started to loosen it tightness and I forget to do right sometimes. Many things happened that were not for my good but I did it anyway. However, now and especially today I am going to sacrifice my soul to the people of good to us the children of Allah the only god I always believed in. My prayers will never stop I donÂt want to be wealthy woman with everything great I want to live as a women with values to stand up for, I believe that I am capable to do so inshalla-
What brought all that sweet memories I had was watching a documentary about Mother Teresa, great woman of all times. She was a great person with a noble cause to live for.
I was so touched Âagain- with everything every specific scene that I watched. It was all good and motivating big time I am sure. Its amazing thing to watch movies and documentaries about great people and from now on I will be myself the one I always wanted to be for so long.
You know something, I always suffered from not being able to balance between my values and what I have to do to fit in UAE society- however, I never felt good to spend around 200$ on a skirt or 3000$ on a stupid party dress, I never feel good wearing such things at all. I always prefer a clothes that does not cost much and later on I can give it to charity. What happens that sometimes you doubt yourself ( am I doing the right thing or what is it really??). Rich family surrounds me but I never was taught to spend money on stupid luxurious things just to show off. But what happens that being with like close family members and in-laws and they are showing off what they have got lately and what was the highest bill they ever paid for a meal Âgod how shallow- anyways that kills me sometimes and make me cry.
I want to hold on to something I believe in, and from now on I am going to fulfill my goals and aims in this life, believing that ALLAH gave me this chance to make good things out of it inshalla .
My new schedule will be -inshalla-:
visiting the old folks house in Dubai
visit sick and old people in the hospitals
visit the abandoned kids in hospitals
fight for the little orphans to have a suitable house and everything they need
this is for beginning, but inshalla later on I will try to work on a bigger things and I hope to start my foundation now inshalla my only lord ALLAH will be always there with me.
Some of the amazing words that Mother Teresa said:
A sacrifice to be real must cost, must hurt, must empty ourselves. The fruit of silence is prayer, the fruit of prayer is faith, the fruit of faith is love, the fruit of love is service, the fruit of service is peace.
The more you have, the more you are occupied, the less you give. But the less you have the more free you are. Poverty for us is a freedom. It is not mortification, a penance.
Speak tenderly to them. Let there be kindness in your face, in your eyes, in your smile, in the warmth of your greeting. Always have a cheerful smile. Don't only give your care, but give your heart as well.
At the end wanna know how much I suffered and been through to watch this documentary read the below as a dialogue between me and my elder bro Âby 2yrs only lol-
Him: go to bed to get up early to do something with your life better than just watching tv all night and day.
Me: noooooh I am not going to go to bed, I need to watch it
Him: why is that you are not Christian yalla sis go to bed
Me: -frustrated and going to my bed- Its not like I am watching stupid things
I locked the door and went to change my clothes, then I hear some knocking on my door, and guess what???
Him: sis ..
Me: what now?
Him: how many PSP cds you got??
Me: -angry again- well wait
I went straight to the TV, opened a cupboard beside the TV, and gave him two CDs.
Him: just two
Me: yes I have three actually the other one in the PSP itself and by the way I am going to watch it now
Him: when its going to finish?
Me: -I know its on 1:00 am- I dunnoo devilish I know-
Him: ok fine but dont be late its not good.
Mother Teresa
A new day for me filled with new feelings, new experience. God you are so good to me, you love me, and you care about me. The thing is I had always had a special relationship with Allah since a child. I used to pray for long time merely for everything, I am so loving it but as I grew I felt that the relationship started to loosen it tightness and I forget to do right sometimes. Many things happened that were not for my good but I did it anyway. However, now and especially today I am going to sacrifice my soul to the people of good to us the children of Allah the only god I always believed in. My prayers will never stop I donÂt want to be wealthy woman with everything great I want to live as a women with values to stand up for, I believe that I am capable to do so inshalla-
What brought all that sweet memories I had was watching a documentary about Mother Teresa, great woman of all times. She was a great person with a noble cause to live for.
I was so touched Âagain- with everything every specific scene that I watched. It was all good and motivating big time I am sure. Its amazing thing to watch movies and documentaries about great people and from now on I will be myself the one I always wanted to be for so long.
You know something, I always suffered from not being able to balance between my values and what I have to do to fit in UAE society- however, I never felt good to spend around 200$ on a skirt or 3000$ on a stupid party dress, I never feel good wearing such things at all. I always prefer a clothes that does not cost much and later on I can give it to charity. What happens that sometimes you doubt yourself ( am I doing the right thing or what is it really??). Rich family surrounds me but I never was taught to spend money on stupid luxurious things just to show off. But what happens that being with like close family members and in-laws and they are showing off what they have got lately and what was the highest bill they ever paid for a meal Âgod how shallow- anyways that kills me sometimes and make me cry.
I want to hold on to something I believe in, and from now on I am going to fulfill my goals and aims in this life, believing that ALLAH gave me this chance to make good things out of it inshalla .
My new schedule will be -inshalla-:
visiting the old folks house in Dubai
visit sick and old people in the hospitals
visit the abandoned kids in hospitals
fight for the little orphans to have a suitable house and everything they need
this is for beginning, but inshalla later on I will try to work on a bigger things and I hope to start my foundation now inshalla my only lord ALLAH will be always there with me.
Some of the amazing words that Mother Teresa said:
A sacrifice to be real must cost, must hurt, must empty ourselves. The fruit of silence is prayer, the fruit of prayer is faith, the fruit of faith is love, the fruit of love is service, the fruit of service is peace.
The more you have, the more you are occupied, the less you give. But the less you have the more free you are. Poverty for us is a freedom. It is not mortification, a penance.
Speak tenderly to them. Let there be kindness in your face, in your eyes, in your smile, in the warmth of your greeting. Always have a cheerful smile. Don't only give your care, but give your heart as well.
At the end wanna know how much I suffered and been through to watch this documentary read the below as a dialogue between me and my elder bro Âby 2yrs only lol-
Him: go to bed to get up early to do something with your life better than just watching tv all night and day.
Me: noooooh I am not going to go to bed, I need to watch it
Him: why is that you are not Christian yalla sis go to bed
Me: -frustrated and going to my bed- Its not like I am watching stupid things
I locked the door and went to change my clothes, then I hear some knocking on my door, and guess what???
Him: sis ..
Me: what now?
Him: how many PSP cds you got??
Me: -angry again- well wait
I went straight to the TV, opened a cupboard beside the TV, and gave him two CDs.
Him: just two
Me: yes I have three actually the other one in the PSP itself and by the way I am going to watch it now
Him: when its going to finish?
Me: -I know its on 1:00 am- I dunnoo devilish I know-
Him: ok fine but dont be late its not good.
Lol my dear bro is just trying to tell me that he cares, Its not bad but sometimes they say things just out of nowhere just to tell you that they are still here.. oooh dear brosss
Anyway, now I better go to sleep its already 2:00 am, I took time checking my emails and answering some emails from friends communities and other things.
Pssssst: for Soundless heart I hope u have the chance to check my blog daily as you promised I <3>
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