BiG life DECISION

Listening : my lil sis loud iPod *God knows what shes listening too*
Munching: Oreo'z
Place :ma **freeeezinnn** rook
Craving : yOU :) lol and a big tight hug ever
PRAYER : + Dear ALLAH, may you please take care of me, my family and everyone I care about. O ALLAH, make tomorrow the best day in my whole life, and spread your blessing on my and everybody. O ALLAH, thanks for the grace you gave us and thanks for everything.


Dear Everybody:
Yesterday was a real big change in my whole Life; I made the ever-biggest decision ever. I feel nervous, scared and can’t focus much more than 5 minutes -sometimes it’s too much 2-. However, its for the best of all of us I believe. i am trying to keep on holding and trust in ALLAH my only Lord, sometimes things happen in our life and we think that it is the right things we keep on going along with it, and later on you wake up from the sweet dream you were in as if you were blind, anyway there is always a day where a person must do the right thing no matter are the sequences are going to be. that what I did, it took lot of courage but anyway I did it. I am so proud of myself -thanx be to ALLAH- and I believe that i will get over everything and work hard to reach my goals believing that the thing I quit is one of my major goals but I wasn’t ready for it now. I so believe that i'll be even more than ready in the coming couple of years -inshalla-.
Some new stuff I would like to add, yea my sister is pregnant and just before couple of days the doc'z are so worried that her baby might suffocate and she might deliver her before her time..**eyes full of tears** the doc'z even were surprised as her case is not common and they will study her case, private hospitals are way much better than these stupid freaky public hospitals, goodness I am so worried about her, I hope everything be just fine -inshalla- **sobs-sobs**
What else, hmm one of my friend just went to India and we always text each other, her sms today made my day I laughed like hell lunatic hehehee she was like: "can you believe that this country is full of Indians!!!" lol she was shocked I was like: hello dear you are in India where it suppose to be filled with Indians worse than Dubai hehehe.. i wish i had the chance to go to India or anywhere this year, but it seems that’s a bit impossible yet we might go to the holy Makka in August well I hope so -inshalla-.
Its already 11:21pm I better go check the TV, then go to sleep.
U r MOST fAITHFUL
ALMondaz